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Tash and Bobby
my favorite fur parent and fur baby 🐶🐾
#natasha o'keeffe#lizzie shelby#lizzie stark#suddenly i want to have a dog#beautiful actresses#they're so cute#bobby is the cutest dog#peaky blinders#fur parent#fur baby#i love them so much#lanfear#natasha you're too much for this world#suddenly I want to have a dog#throwback photo#side note she's so beautiful#the wheel of time#wot
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I watched The Bear 🐻 Here's Carmy and his three moods
#the bear#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#my art#I was rambling about carmy for a bit on twitter and suddenly I wanted to draw him lol#his sopping wet dog look and pathetic sad eyes have bewitched me
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i really do admire how lando tries to not give a fuck (that 'whatever' really saddened me so much) but he actually does, and a lot.
guy doesn't even want anything absurd, he just wants the support of his team for the last fucking 4 races but no... let's just get humiliated for one point on international tv💀.
they're really stretching him thin — and i mean it in a emotional and mental wellbeing way. he is obviously inherently selfless and quite literally does not hold self-esteem, but in the last year we've seen him trying to be more sure of himself and trying to be selfish for once. the moment he does that though, he gets accused of being the spawn of satan. and then the team does everything in the world to make it harder for him.
so i really do admire him, because i literally would PERSONALLY leave the sport after this one season.
he's so much stronger than i am.
#im not saying he's not fit for the sport#but like his very dear friend carlos#it feels like he not only keeps his heart on his sleeve#but he also gives it away so freely in a sport full of rabid dogs that want some fresh meat#and he gets really hurt in the process#i relate to him so much bc of this#im not joking when i say his 'friendship' with max is nearing the end#and the team is not even mean they just don't get that when they have championships on the line YOU UNFORTUNATELY HAVE TO PLAY FAVORITES#we got lesser teams doing it from the getgo when they have no reason to💀#and suddenly mclaren doesn't know how?#is it really that hard??#landino#lando norris#brazil gp 2024#rambling#it all started from hungary btw they really set the mood there and its been... foul#it's not even oscar's fault#he is a competitive teammate#he has every right to race#does lando really have anyone atp?#and yes yes i know they're rich billionaires they get paid for this#still doesn't mean they're insensible or immune to feeling betrayed or deceived or just sad bc they trusted someone#and he's a scorpio too so im SHOCKED about how he handles this#ALSO HE GIVES TOO MANY FUCKS#and he rightfully doesn't even give the blame to anyone but himself most of the times when i'd argue that it almost never is#your team is supposed to be your backbone in your first actual fight for the championship... and even after all the years of constant work#and points he brought#not even when finally the car is competitive they can actually do their job and support their driver that is the top contender?
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STUPID SHIP MEME DRAWINGS.
I just think they should kiss maybe?
Obsessed (positive??) with the dynamic of guy who betrays his country so he can run off with the militia he's been working with because he gets a case of loyalty feelings so bad he goes and blows himself up X morally upstanding traumatic backstory woman having the worst fucking time of her life (again) who really just needs someone to be as fanatically loyal as possible to her, as a person who is really into the inherent eroticism of the hierarchical military power dynamic focus on loyalty and the use of "yes ma'am" as I love you.
Obsessed (negative) with the propaganda implications that we seem to have ignored of the fact that the three most important people in an arabic woman's life are 2 (two) white guys and her brother, who betrays her and becomes a villain in the later games, and the fucking insidious-ass narrative choice of placing one of said white guys in said militia as like, the tacit fact that this organization is ok only because the western white guys are cool with it. Stop introducing more ULF people just to kill them!!! I SEE YOU WRITERS!!! YOU CAN'T HIDE FROM ME!!!!!!
because, once again, the character dynamic? I am sick for it. He dropped a building on himself for her and then came back???? He came back???? He could have gone anywhere but he came back to her???? I'm unwell. I think I have covid. I need to go lie down.
Anyway my city now my characters now smashing them together like barbies watching that .gif of them staring at each other eighty times reading all the fanfiction goodbye
you shouldn't blow yourself up in the furnace I want to blow myself up in the furnace for you as my own personal choice and you should order me to do it because you're such a good leader what is wrong with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrgh *gnaws on furniture*
WE DON'T EVEN GET TO SEE HIM COME BACK TO HER. THANK YOU FIC WRITERS YOU KNOW THAT REUNION MUST BE SO ANGST THE COMPLEX DYNAMIC OF SACRIFICING YOURSELF FOR SOMEONE AND MAKING IT OUT AND BACK TO THEM AGAIN!!!!!!! THE GUILT! THE YEARNING! THE LOYALTY! I AM GOING TO EXPLODE.
#faralex#tailor made in a lab to make me specifically crazy#fucking immaculate dog loyalty commander x subordinate dynamic marred by REAL LIFE POLITICAL IMPLICATIONS#especially funny since she keeps being like “I am not your CO” “you do not have to take orders from me”#while alex is like “HOW HIGH DO YOU WANT ME TO JUMP COMMANDER FARAH BABY PLEASE ur so sexy tell me how strong ur moral backbone is hahahaha#biting and maiming the call of duty writers#the dragoon diaries#farah karim#alex keller#farah karim my wife farah karim I love you so much as a character why do they keep doing you dirty#local woman desperately in need of a display of unconditional loyalty receives random american man who will die for her no questions asked#foreign man with moral code like a dead fish (CIA operative for six years) suddenly develops spine (Farah Karim)#Alex is cute but YOU KNOW THAT MAN IS A WAR CRIMINAL BIGTIME#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare 2019#art#dragoon draws#long post
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Truly truly horrible caring for an aging animal where you need to be so loving and compassionate all the time but also the messes are constant like every 1-2 hours and you haven’t slept through the night in a year bc she’s incontinent now and wakes up to shit and will eat her own shit and make herself sick unless you jump out of bed at 3am to immediately clean it and you feel guilty and anxious every single time you leave the house even if your roommates are there to check on her and it is just going to keep getting worse and worse and worse. Remember when your entire life didn’t revolve around someone being home for the dog and you could leave the house (and write???) for more than 2 hours even if your roommates were gone, and your roommates leaving for a week didn’t mean you’d be stuck in the house for 7 days? And also you weren’t in a constant state of worry and guilt and preemptive grieving? That was so crazy
#do not want suggestions#to be clear i did not ever intend to have a dog. my old roommates started dog sitting her and then we realized her owner was a piece of shit#and then suddenly i was the one taking her to the vet and shit#and she is the light of my life but also this sucks and i never ever wanted to be in this position#i��ll do it! but jesus christ#just venting and then i will suck it up and make dinner
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watch my body disintegrate into a pile of ash like a cartoon character who just got struck by a lightning bolt (JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN JOINT PAIN) (just got off work)
#salmon jibberish#god you horribly wipe out on your bike and injure yourself ONE TIME in middle school and suddenly youre inflicted with lifelong knee/joint a#d leg pain 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄#worm lore drop 🔥🔥🔥#can you really call it lore its nothing crazy#i was riding my bike w my friend and their mom and we were on a steep hill and i got scared and braked and flew off my bike and down#the hill#i got to miss like i think a week or two of gym because the scab on my knee was so big i literally couldnt bend it#it'd melt off every time i took a shower too#<- that was probably kinda gross sorry#scabs on both my knees#one was bigger and made my knee unable to bend#and one on the palm of one of my hands that made me unable to bend my thumb#we didnt go to the doctor or anything for it i just didnt do anything for like a week lol#afterward one of my other friends said my knees look weird 💀#<- not mad abt that i just think its funny#me when i yap in the tags#sorry gang#and of course i got myself a job that requires genuinely running around all day#my legs have given out twice at work and thats what finally pushed me to get a knee brace#just one for now bcs . expensive . i just gotta guess which leg o think is gonna give me the most trouble that day#idk i just tend to deny myself help . i dont think i deserve it . i really only got pushed for this bcs i didnt want to get obliterated by a#dog at work if my knee gave out 1) while walking a dog or 2) while in the daycare in a crowd of dogs#idk i dont like making my own life easier i dont think i deserve it . i dont think im suffering enough to need help but yk#ANYWAY#good news is we have ROTISSERIE CHICKEN FIR DINNER LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO#IM GONNA DRAW NOW 💥💥🔥🔥🔥
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what are their majors in your jjk au?
i am very basic in their majors adslkfjadlkjsf. fushiguro's planning to be a veterinarian, nobara is getting a degree in fashion design, yuuji is undecided - but he might try to go into paramedical when he figures it out, or maybe fire science, etc etc. maki's planning on getting an undergrad & then a phd in architecture & urban planning, inumaki is majoring in sign language and minoring in sociology, toudou is majoring in physical therapy, etc.
as a side note, though they are not students, choso's been a bartender for about a decade at this little bar called 505, and sukuna did in fact drop out of high school. (my red flag is that in any modern au I require sukuna to be yuuji's weird delinquent older brother by two (2) years who does not get along with choso) (I know he's his uncle in-canon. but no offense. canon... evil).
#there is so much itadori family lore...#some of the lore is actual lore. some of the lore is the fact that I have OCs and little aus for canon characters and my ocs and i'm way to#embarrassed Abt my OCs and a desire for engagement to write Abt said little aus lol#<- which is the reason choso works at 505#there is also some fushiguro family lore. megumi's dogs are in fact giant wolf dogs who effectively never age#this is never questioned by tsumiki or megumi or toji or gojo. ever#it is questioned by yuuji when he meets them and finds them way too intelligent and it freaks him out. megumi treats this like he's crazy#the whole of the college au oneshot is because someone threw a rager and now Things Have Happened#maki and nobara may or may not have slept together (they don't know) (they didn't)#and yuuji's had a crush on fushiguro since like freshman year of high school w/o talking to him and suddenly woke up next to him#megumi did not realize they went to high school together. this is very funny for many reasons I prommy#cherri.txt#itafushi college au#THANK YOU YOURE MY FAVE 5EVER (been wanting to talk abt this au for days)
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It's actually really appropriate that bsd happened to me because I learned about the Sengoku period of Japan from Samurai Warriors. I was moé Oichi in the very first dream in which I exercised volitional control over the dream narrative and environment.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#samurai warriors#ive always exercised complete volitional control over myself/my dream character#but i had chronic and constant and sometimes recurring nightmares and couldnt control anything else#so i remember very fondly the first time i figured out how to adjust the narrative and environment#i was oichi on a vicious battlefield and i curled up on the ground crying because it was too chaotic and violent and terrifying#there were no clear “sides” — so there wasnt anywhere to go for safety. someone noticed me and raised their battle axe to kill me.#and while cowering on the ground all i wanted was an invisibility cloak to hide under#and got one! so from there i willed a proper fucking sword and horse#then i willed oichi's husband and saved him like a damsel in distress#first nightmare i ever turned into an adventure#now i have so much control over my dreams that i can run simulations of major decisions and can collapse the entire environment if i want to#but my dreams characters (which are just less conscious me) get annoyed if i break the dream without engaging with whatever it's processing#so i try not to.#also sometimes it's an interesting or exciting story and i want to see where it's going#or it's laden with imagery i want to unpack#or i forget it's a dream until the dream characters break the fourth wall at the end to deliver me the takeaway I need to remember#but none of this happened suddenly. it was a slow process that began out of my desperation to no longer be victimized by my own nightmares#and oichi was the turning point.#and also got me very into the sengoku period of japan from ages 9-15.#that abruptly ended because of a marijuana leaf#but that's a separate story#anyway#it just struck me that everything i know about japanese history. came to me first as gaggles of bishie japanese historical figures.#sorry japan but thank you bishie nobunaga and bishie dazai
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like. its so fucking crazy though. its becoming so so rapidly clear how absolutely fucked it is iwas raised th way i was n Nobody Noticed. not even me. like damn i thought i was doing a fine enough job but apparently Being Hopelessly Reliant On A Perceived "Authority" is, as they say, Kind Of Fucked Up. like it really Does feel like this all came outta fucken nowhere, regarding the. horrors. but th more i think abt it the more its just repeatedly 'Ah. They Should Not Have Done That To A Child.' like ah. ok. ok. cool.
like its not that big a deal but the fact that i still think that is in and of itself, again, Kind Of Fucked Up.
"you never do anything, you used to be so good, you had everything going for you and everything, what happened?" 1) Whose fault do you think that is, 2) Are You For Fucking Real Right Now ??? Ill Kill Y
#girl help!!!! local dog raised to have so many complexes theres barely any human underneath it!!!!!!#piktalk#fucking hell. btwn that last post n the fucking dog training one going around; just. fuck me up i guess.#'yeah that punishment training model just makes a time bomb of a dog that no longer shows discomfort before it attacks.'#some fucking thing miles away: '^w^ haha i just suddenly violently want to bite things for no reason. with 100% strength yeah. its cool.'#like not to overshare a second but like. fucking hello.#scrubbing layers of paint off thinking iwas th same color th whole time and its. orange. purple. turquoise. yellow. magenta. girl what
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i blocked you and cut ties with you because you're an antisemite who admitted to ignoring me as payback as if i wasn't the one that reached out and was literally asking you if you still wanted to be friends and keep in touch. and this was after having already said something however long ago to you before that about talking, which you also ignored (which is why i messaged you to begin with). it had nothing to do with noah schnapp lmao.
i explained what i meant by extremism and i told you i was very clearly talking about tankies and their "there are no bad moves, only bad targets" ideology, of which there was a shit-ton on my dash at the time. i over-explained what i meant and you still made it about him! not me! you made it about him because you needed to manufacture a scenario in which i would have to be the one to break the friendship instead of you because you couldn't just outright say it.
but yk. if saying that i'm a parasocial freak that chose an actor over our friendship is a more palatable reason, then okay. whatever makes you feel better, big man 👍
#like of course i was going to check out of that conversation if i just poured my heart out in good faith and you made it about an actor...?#AND you're acting all indifferent & pussyfooting? like. lol. huh! that friendship was fragile only in the sense that if i quit#sucking the strap for even a minute then shit suddenly switched the fuck up. but damn who said that............ 🤔#yes i did take a long time to reply. i had seen so many people that i respected and liked advocate for irl war crimes and i was trying to#simultaneously get through withdrawals without doing something drastic AND my dog was dying in an awful way! but i couldn't and#wouldn't have told you any of that because we weren't exactly close at that moment now were we! nor did you even want to be!#but somehow i'm the weirdo! okay :)#LMAO#edit: and before you make me calling you an antisemite about noah too—that's because of a comment you made about jewish suffering.
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d'ya think Todd would just have portraits and framed photos of all the dogs he's got in his sanctuary? His hallways and walls just lined up to the brim with dog pics and not hesitating to show them off to guests whenever they come over lol
#the cryptid talks#suddenly thinking about what the inside of todd's house would look like#and just todd in general#i should probably watch his episodes again#i feel like i need to make work with that whole area and the support dog service idea i have#i want to draw pico in some actual scenes#but backgrounds thoooooooo#not a fan of making those too much Dx#prolly why i need the practice in the first place#rottmnt
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Intensively thinking about sskk The Good Place au. That scene at the end of season 2 where someone is publicly shaming Eleanor, on a podium, in front of everyone, except it's Dazai and Akutagawa:
Dazai: Akutagawa and I have a lot in common. Here's how to tell us apart. One of us is a ruthless demon who's an expert at making other people suffer, and then the other one is me! [...]
Akutagawa: Not super funny for a roast, there, bud.
Dazai: Oh, sorry, you want a joke? Okay, you love Atsushi and Atsushi doesn't love you back. Boom! Now, that's funny, because it's very cruel and humiliating.
#I still think this au is very fitting. Idk I do believe sskk ultimately is too mutually helping each other become better people#Dazai's role is quite spot on too if you know what I mean!!! I don't want to make tgp spoilers because the show is very good but... Yeah#This is my subtle-not-so-subtle watch The Good Place propaganda btw#sskk#shin soukoku#ryūnosuke akutagawa#osamu dazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd tgp au#bsd au#mine#q.#08/10/22#Also I kinda want Akutagawa to stay a killer in this but still being played as sitcom.#Atsushi being a literature university professor and suddenly having to deal with someone who's murder is the first answer–#in a place where you can't murder. Chaos ensues. I want to see it so badly atcjitcbkbcstbcfjvddy#It's just... The being in open conflict and hostility and yet being forced to work together by the circumstances–#which causes them to involuntary fall in love... The soulmates that aren't soulmates that are soulmates... It's just all so sskk#Nerd! Atsushi 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ok but like the fall from the quarry before El saved Mike was so high like he didn't barely jump and then was immediately saved he fell a long way
just watching it is terrifying imagine how terrified Mike must have felt imagine him regretting jumping but knowing there's no way back and he could only watch as the ground neared as he neared his death like yes he was saved but that moment could have lasted a second and still be traumatising holy shit he was 12 im gonna throw up
#ok i'll be honest idk if the first part makes sense and is correct cause my brain is not englishing right now#but i'm having quarry thoughts again and needed to make it everyone else's problem#so hopefully yall get what i'm trying to say!#give mike wheeler a hug please he needs it#i'll be thinking im too overprotective of him but then i remember shit like this and suddenly i think i could be even worse tbh#mike wheeler#byler#no really byler related i guess?#mike wheeler protection squad#i would kill for this child fr i'm not even ashamed of it#that's my son that's my baby he's been through so much please give him a break#i don't care anymore what mistakes he did he never did anything wrong he can literally kill a dog and i'll be like it's ok#we all make mistakes it's fine come here do you want hot chocolate? yes? i'll wrap you in a blanket and we can watch a movie! yay!#yeah i'm in my feels about him again what about it
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moon used Damsel Swoon to make his wife take a nap. it's very effective!
Jade turned to answer, though her spines were drooping and she had clearly used up every ounce of energy she had left. Moon decided he was going to take drastic action. He stumbled a little, then shifted to his groundling form and collapsed. Jade caught him with a startled hiss, and Moon went limp. […] He heard Callumkal, Kalam, and Vendoin make exclamations of concern and dismay, and Jade said, "I need to--" "Of course, go on," Callumkal urged her. Jade lifted Moon and he heard the hatch swing open. The light visible through his eyelids faded and he felt the change in the air as she carried him inside. He heard the others trailing after her, then Chime asked worriedly, "Is he all right?" "Yes," Jade said, her voice tired but dry. "I was particularly impressed by how he rolled his eyes back in his head before he fell over." "It worked, didn't it?" Moon said under his breath. They turned into a cabin and a moment later Jade deposited him on one of the padded benches. He opened his eyes and caught her arm. She shifted to her Arbora form and he drew her down next to him. She curled around him […] and fell instantly asleep. (The Edge of Worlds, pp. 320-321)
fellow consort gets ideas:
Stone leaned over for a close look at Jade. Satisfied, he said, "I'm going to go collapse dramatically on Rorra," and walked out. (ibid.)
later, local consort invents new uses for falling into queen's arms:
"I thought you were dead." Jade's spines flared in rage. Moon went limp so she had to catch him and clutch him to her chest. This would keep her from killing anybody until he had a chance to tell her what was happening. (The Harbors of the Sun, p. 344)
watch out, ladies. these consorts are on their behavior.
#moon finally leaning into consort stereotypes and making them work for HIM: she may be larger and in charger than me#but damned if i don't have the most pathetic puppy dog eyes she ever did see#i like to think he goes noodle whenever he wants anything at all. jade wants to name one of our fledglings something stupid?#i can't walk suddenly i don't know#your terrible taste in baby names has done something to my fragile constitution#books of the raksura#moon of indigo cloud#my posts#f
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never understood why immortality is so frequently portrayed as a curse. oh no u get to be young and healthy forever while ur loved ones age and die boohoo. does nobody own pets is not the inherent beauty of love and connection in that it must always END. there is nothing eternal even in nature WHY wouldnt i want to experience that a step removed
#do i love my dog less knowing she will die soon no. did i love my grandpa less in the years when his death crept ever closer no#mourning is just as beautiful as anything else ans accepting that things can end suddenly#u have to do things wholeheartedly and not waste time bc everything could end like that#and like. dont u want a break. dont u want a little time to stretch that out?#im 20 and im already panicked bc what do i have left? 70 years if im lucky? thats nothing#i probably wont even outlive this century!!!! its not enough time!!!!
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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